Saturday, February 28, 2009

Emotional Tirade at the Dusk Dawning

Solemn like Sad.
Angry and Mad.
Thunderously loud war roar.
Envy like Jealous.
Happy is hilarious.
God is full of love.
Silent peace.
Needy lonely spirit.
Insecure feels it.
Lust says Must...
Fear is always near.
True courage doesn't discourage.
Confide pride,
Better than you, better than me.
I am what I am.
I don't know what I know. 1. 2.
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Thursday, February 26, 2009

Storm

The storm is arising
It is thunder
lightning
thunder
I love
you
and the storm
and the rain
comes falling
down
I love
you
my
love
and We Need
The Rain and
the Storm to
Cool us down 1. 2.
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Appreciated

Oh, how I love. Oh how I
lonely, lowly, languishing
my true love.
She does not appreciate.
Oh how, I paint,
so great, gaping, gnashing,
and only I see their brilliance.
Oh, how I go and all I do
is all
unappreciated.
I love. I want to sleep.
to escape horrid
horrid, lacking,
burden that I am. 1. 2.
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Wandering

Here I am Wandering.
What will I do next.
What is my next move?
Will they really let me go?
Excitement of the possibiltiy
of a new life.
Fear of the unknown and
loss of the masters security.
Wandering.
Wandering.
Oh, what should I do?
and what will make me happy.
Cause all I have known is, unhappiness,
separation, misery, isolation...
Oh, it will be good to leave the
Master and his burdens and even his security.
Master, Oh my Master,
When I am gone,
Don't call me back for anything.
Let me go. 1. 2.
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The World Spinngin

The World Spinngin
the world spinning
my head spinng,
the sun is from God,
the night is from God,
half the time dark,
half the time light,
my world is spining,
I love God. 1. 2.
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Tuesday, February 24, 2009

Down In a Hole


Down in a Hole by Jerry Cantrell (Alice in Chains)


Bury Me Softly In This Womb
I Give This Part Of Me For You
Sand Rains Down And Here I Sit
Holding Rare Flowers
In A Tomb.....In Bloom

Down In A Hole And I Don't Know
If I Can Be Saved
See My Heart I Decorate It
Like A Grave
You Don't Understand Who They
Thought I Was Supposed To Be
Look At Me Now A Man
Who Won't Let Himself Be

Down In A Hole, Losin' My Soul
Down In A Hole, Losin' Control
I'd Like To Fly
But My Wings Have Been So Denied

Down In A Hole And They've Put All
The Stones In Their Place
I've Eaten The Sun So My Tongue
Has Been Burned Of The Taste
I Have Been Guilty
Of Kicking Myself In The Teeth
I Will Speak No More
Of My Feelings Beneath

Oh I Want To Be Inside Of You

Down In A Hole, Losin' My Soul
Down In A Hole, Feelin' So Small
Down In A Hole, Losin' My Soul
Down In A Hole, Out Of Control

I'd Like To Fly
But My Wings Have Been So Denied 1. 2.
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Monday, February 23, 2009

You

They're all laughing at you.

You're no good. You can't.
Where can you go?
Who do you have?
Anybody else would do better, but .....You.
My life is miserable because of you.
I am great in bed, I can have anyone, but I chose You.
My family thinks you're a looser.
You don't even have any friends.
You do nothing right.
You can't do anything.
Everything's your fault.
You will not. You do not.
Everything you do...
Everything about you...
You make everyone miserable.
Do you know how that made me feel?
Don't you understand?
Why can't you?
You and your looser coupons.
What an embarrassment you are.
You ruined my day.
You don't even care.
I could've done so much better than
you.
There's nothing wrong with you.
You need to.
You're going to.
You have to.
If it's going to get done, you have to do it.
You are the reason.
I could do so much better than you.
I could've done so much better than you. 1. 2.
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Sunday, February 22, 2009

Daisy Dandelion Wine


photo by Manz
I thought about it for a while and was thinking about it. I was thinking about changing the name of this blog which I initially named The Writer. After good counsel I did change it.
When trying to enter an address for it upon creation, I had tried the writer. Taken.
I then tried daisy, which was taken. I like the name Daisy. It is a beautiful flower and name. I have always equated Daisy with female beauty.
Then I tried dandelion wine. Dandelion's grow all over. They are fun to pick up the seeds and blow them in the wind. Although I've never know anyone to do so, all parts of the dandelion are eatable. I have also read that one of the best homemade wines that you can make is dandelion wine, made with the yellow flowers. I tried dandelion wine. Taken.
I then thought a while and then typed in daisy dandelion wine and it was available. That would be the blog address.
I started out thinking that I would write an online book full of stories, and perhaps I will, but after a couple of entries, I couldn't decide where to go with the story, as of yet, anyway. Then I started to write some other stuff. After all, this blog, this blog of mine, is called the writer.
I became dissatisfied with the name. It was plain. Nothing poetic or artistic about it jumped out at me. It wasn't different at all. No mystery. No mystique.
The blog address kept popping out at me. "Man, why didn't I come up with something better, more poetic, artistic, to name it" I would think. Over and over. This became an obsession. I couldn't write anything because when I would come to think about it and write, all I could think about was that.
I asked my friend Manz,whom had encouraged and inspired me to start this blog, if I should change the name. Initially, she said, she wasn't sure, but then she said yes. I was glad because if she hadn't liked the changing of the name, I don't think I would have changed it.
.....and yes, I know that I've used too many I's in this posting, but that is how this posting is.
If you want to learn more about Manz and the Gritfx Team go to their blog "Cult Movie + Pop Culture Inspired T-Shirts (by GritFX) It's one of my favorite blogs. 1. 2.
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Friday, February 20, 2009

The Seeds of the Revolution Sown

Trees, and rivers and clouds and sky.
whatever, no matter, however
everything's my fault.
The ruin brought on by past
patriotism. Something has become nothing.
I don't care.
I don't care about that anymore.
whatever, no matter, however
everything's my fault. 1. 2.
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Thursday, February 19, 2009

The State of the Unions

The world as we know it has changed. Not for the better, but for the worse. This is the trend of history. Evil has out flanked good.
Out of the darkness comes flickers of lights.
The sun is dimming.
IT will get colder.
Prophesies will continue to be filled.
Love has waxed cold. 1. 2.
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Sunday, February 15, 2009

Yellow Brick Road

wandering, wandering, wandering...
looking for the yellow brick road.
Where could it be? I .....
Where are you?
Click my feet together. I want to
be in a lucid vivid dream of good fortune
and happiness.
Wandering, and looking.
Where is it? Lost in a
wildererness world filled with evil witches.
I remember her voice and the
sweetness like sugared chocolate candy.

She said. I will miss you. There's no place like home.
Follow the yellow brick road ...and you
will come back to me. 1. 2.
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Daisy Dandelion Wine

I've decided and I have now changed the name of the weblog The Writer to Daisy Dandelion Wine. What are your thoughts on that?
I thank it sounds better. Hopefully, everyone will like it, but if not, I tend to do what I want to do anyway.
What are your thoughts on that? 1. 2.
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Friday, February 13, 2009

The 14th of February

If you'll be my vanlentine, I'll be your valentine.
Happy Valentines Day. 1. 2.
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Softly Speaking Sensitivity

Softly speaking sesitively 1. 2.
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